There must be a halfway point.

For those that know me from me previously blogging from my tumblr blog you will know about him. For those that don't know about him, here's the background story.

For years me and him where best friends, better than best friends, we had that whole flirtation ship going on and I loved him to pieces. Everybody thought that we where either a couple or where going to be a couple. It was hard when out of the blue one day he decided that he just didn't want to speak to me anymore... Just like that out of the blue. Now that was until about a month ago being understood that we hang spoken prior to that for a year maybe.

Well today was one of those days, we spoke and again those same feelings of him being everything I ever wanted from a boyfriend came back. I'm 18 nearly 19 years old and I sat flicking between the home screen and his Facebook message until he messaged me back it was stupid!

Here's my thought though I'm scared that we will get close again and then he'll just leave me again! He is the soul reason that I don't want a boyfriend because I'm scared they'll show interest and leave!
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